new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)-第42部分

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one　black　brow。　I　
wondered　how　his　papery　skin　did　not　crumple　in　the　effort。　
Edward　snorted　very　quietly；　and　Alice　looked　at　him；　curious。　
〃Thank　you；　Marcus；〃　Aro　said。　〃That's　quite　interesting。〃　
I　realized；　a　second　late；　that　Marcus　was　letting　Aro　know　his　thoughts。　
Marcus　didn't　look　interested。　He　glided　away　from　Aro　to　join　the　one　who　
must　be　Caius；　seated　
against　the　wall。　Two　of　the　attending　vampires　followed　silently　behind　him—
bodyguards；　like　I'd　
thought　before。　I　could　see　that　the　two　women　in　the　sundresses　had　gone　to　
stand　beside　Caius　in　the　
same　manner。　The　idea　of　any　vampire　needing　a　guard　was　faintly　ridiculous　to　
me；　but　maybe　the　
ancient　ones　were　as　frail　as　their　skin　suggested。　
Aro　was　shaking　his　head。　〃Amazing；〃'　he　said。　〃Absolutely　amazing。〃　
Alice's　expression　was　frustrated。　Edward　turned　to　her　and　explained　again　in　
a　swift；　low　voice。　
〃Marcus　sees　relationships。　He's　surprised　by　the　intensity　of　ours。〃　
Aro　smiled。　〃So　convenient；〃　he　repeated　to　himself。　Then　he　spoke　to　us。　〃It　
takes　quite　a　bit　to　surprise　
Marcus；　I　can　assure　you。〃　
I　looked　at　Marcus's　dead　face；　and　I　believed　that。　
〃It's　just　so　difficult　to　understand；　even　now；〃　Aro　mused；　staring　at　
Edward's　arm　wrapped　around　me。　
It　was　hard　for　me　to　follow　Aro's　chaotic　train　of　thought。　I　struggled　to　
keep　up。　〃How　can　you　stand　
so　close　to　het　like　that？〃　
〃It's　not　without　effort；〃　Edward　answered　calmly。　
〃Butstill—la　tua　cantante！　What　a　waste！〃　
Edward　chuckled　once　without　humor。　〃I　look　at　it　more　as　a　price。〃　
Aro　was　skeptical。　〃A　very　high　price。〃　
〃Opportunity　cost。〃　
Aro　laughed。　〃If　I　hadn't　smelled　her　through　your　memories；　I　wouldn't　have　
believed　the　call　of　anyone's　
blood　could　be　so　strong。　I've　never　felt　anything　like　it　myself。　Most　of　us　
would　trade　much　for　such　a　
gift；　and　yet　you〃　
〃Waste　it；〃　Edward　finished；　his　voice　sarcastic　now。　
Aro　laughed　again。　〃Ah；　how　I　miss　my　friend　Carlisle！　You　remind　me　of　him—
only　he　was　not　so　
angry。〃　
〃Carlisle　outshines　me　in　many　other　ways　as　well。〃　
〃I　certainly　never　thought　to　see　Carlisle　bested　for　self…control　of　all　
things；　but　you　put　him　to　shame。〃　
〃Hardly。〃　Edward　sounded　impatient。　As　if　he　were　tired　of　the　preliminaries。　
It　made　me　more　afraid；　I　
couldn't　help　but　try　to　imagine　what　he　expected　would　follow。　
〃I　am　gratified　by　his　success；〃　Aro　mused。　〃Your　memories　of　him　are　quite　a　
gift　for　me；　though　they　
astonish　me　exceedingly。　I　am　surprised　by　how　it　pleases　me；　his　success　in　
this　unorthodox　path　he's　
chosen。　I　expected　that　he　would　waste；　weaken　with　time。　I'd　scoffed　at　his　
plan　to　find　others　who　
would　share　his　peculiar　vision。　Yet；　somehow；　I'm　happy　to　be　wrong。〃　
Edward　didn't　reply。　
〃But　your　restraint！〃　Aro　sighed。　〃I　did　not　know　such　strength　was　possible。　
To　inure　yourself　against　
such　a　siren　call；　not　just　once　but　again　and　again—if　I　had　not　felt　it　
myself；　I　would　not　have　believed。〃　
Edward　gazed　back　at　Aro's　admiration　with　no　expression。　I　knew　his　face　well　
enough—time　had　not　
changed　that—to　guess　at　something　seething　beneath　the　surface。　I　fought　to　
keep　my　breathing　even。　
〃Just　remembering　how　she　appeals　to　you〃　Aro　chuckled。　〃It　makes　me　
thirsty。〃　
Edward　tensed。　
〃Don't　be　disturbed；〃　Aro　reassured　him。　〃I　mean　her　no　harm。　But　I　am　so　
curious；　about　one　thing　in　
particular。〃　He　eyed　me　with　bright　interest。　〃May　I？〃　he　asked　eagerly；　
lifting　one　hand。　
〃Ask　her；〃　Edward　suggested　in　a　flat　voice。　
〃Of　course；　how　rude　of　me！〃　Aro　exclaimed。　〃Bella；〃　he　addressed　me　directly　
now。　〃I'm　fascinated　that　
you　are　the　one　exception　to　Edward's　impressive　talent—so　very　interesting　
that　such　a　thing　should　
occur！　And　I　was　wondering；　since　our　talents　are　similar　in　many　ways；　if　you　
would　be　so　kind　as　to　
allow　me　to　try—to　see　if　you　are　an　exception　for　me；　as　well？〃　
My　eyes　flashed　up　to　Edward's　face　in　terror。　Despite　Aro's　overt　politeness；　
I　didn't　believe　I　really　had　
a　choice。　I　was　horrified　at　the　thought　of　allowing　him　to　touch　me；　and　yet　
also　perversely　intrigued　by　
the　chance　to　feel　his　strange　skin。　
Edward　nodded　in　encouragement—whether　because　he　was　sure　Aro　would　not　hurt　
me；　or　because　
there　was　no　choice；　I　couldn't　tell。　
I　turned　back　to　Aro　and　raised　my　hand　slowly　in　front　of　me。　It　was　
trembling。　
He　glided　closer；　and　I　believe　he　meant　his　expression　to　be　reassuring。　But　
his　papery　features　were　
too　strange；　too　alien　and　frightening；　to　reassure。　The　look　on　his　face　was　
more　confident　than　his　
words　had　been。　
Aro　reached　out；　as　if　to　shake　my　hand；　and　pressed　his　insubstantial…looking　
skin　against　mine。　It　was　
hard；　but　felt　brittle—shale　rather　than　granite—and　even　colder　than　I　
expected。　
His　filmy　eyes　smiled　down　at　mine；　and　it　was　impossible　to　look　away。　They　
were　mesmerizing　in　an　
odd；　unpleasant　way。　
Aro's　face　altered　as　I　watched。　The　confidence　wavered　and　became　first　
doubt；　then　incredulity　before　
he　calmed　it　into　a　friendly　mask。　
〃So　very　interesting；〃　he　said　as　he　released　my　hand　and　drifted　back。　
My　eyes　flickered　to　Edward；　and；　though　his　face　was　posed；　I　thought　he　
seemed　a　little　smug。　
Aro　continued　to　drift　wnh　a　thoughtful　expression。　He　was　quiet　for　a　moment；　
his　eyes　flickering　
between　the　three　of　us。　Then；　abruptly；　he　shook　his　head。　
〃A　first；〃　he　said　to　himself　〃I　wonder　if　she　is　immune　to　our　other　talents
　Jane；　dear？〃　
〃No！〃　Edward　snarled　the　word。　Alice　grabbed　his　arm　with　a　restraining　hand。　
He　shook　her　off。　
Little　Jane　smiled　up　happily　at　Aro。　〃Yes；　Master？〃　
Edward　was　truly　snarling　now；　the　sound　ripping　and　tearing　from　him；　glaring　
at　Aro　with　baleful　eyes。　
The　room　had　gone　still；　everyone　watching　him　with　amazed　disbelief；　as　if　he　
were　mitting　some　
embarrassing　social　faux　pas。　I　saw　Felix　grin　hopefully　and　move　a　step　
forward。　Aro　glanced　at　him　
once；　and　he　froze　in　place；　his　grin　turning　to　a　sulky　expression。　
Then　he　spoke　to　Jane。　〃I　was　wondering；　my　dear　one；　if　Bella　is　immune　to　
you。〃　
I　could　barely　hear　Aro　over　Edward's　furious　growls。　He　let　go　of　me；　moving　
to　hide　me　from　their　
view。　Caius　ghosted　in　our　direction；　with　his　entourage；　to　watch。　
Jane　turned　toward　us　with　a　beatific　smile。　
〃Don't！〃　Alice　cried　as　Edward　launched　himself　at　the　little　girl。　
Before　I　could　react；　before　anyone　could　jump　between　them；　before　Aro's　
bodyguards　could　tense；　
Edward　was　on　the　ground。　
No　one　had　touched　him；　but　he　was　on　the　stone　floor　writhing　in　obvious　
agony；　while　I　stared　in　
horror。　
Jane　was　smiling　only　at　him　now；　and　it　all　clicked　together。　What　Alice　had　
said　about　formidable　gifts　
；　why　everyone　treated　Jane　with　such　deference；　and　why　Edward　had　thrown　
himself　in　her　path　before　
she　could　do　that　to　me。　
〃Stop！〃　I　shrieked；　my　voice　echoing　in　the　silence；　jumping　forward　to　put　
myself　between　them。　But　
Alice　threw　her　arms　around　me　in　an　unbreakable　grasp　and　ignored　my　
struggles。　No　sound　escaped　
Edward's　lips　as　he　cringed　against　the　stones。　It　felt　like　my　head　would　
explode　from　the　pain　of　
watching　this。　
〃Jane；〃　Aro　recalled　her　in　a　tranquil　voice。　She　looked　up　quickly；　still　
smiling　with　pleasure；　her　eyes　
questioning。　As　soon　as　Jane　looked　away；　Edward　was　still。　
Aro　inclined　his　head　toward　me。　
Jane　turned　her　smile　in　my　direction。　
I　didn't　even　meet　her　gaze。　I　watched　Edward　from　the　prison　of　Alice's　arms；　
still　struggling　pointlessly。　
〃He's　fine；〃　Alice　whispered　in　a　tight　voice。　As　she　spoke；　he　sat　up；　and　
then　sprang　lightly　to　his　feet。　
His　eyes　met　mine；　and　they　were　horror…struck。　At　first　I　thought　the　horror　
was　for　what　he　had　just　
suffered。　But　then　he　looked　quickly　at　Jane；　and　back　to　me—and　his　face　
relaxed　into　relief。　
I　looked　at　Jane；　too；　and　she　no　longer　smiled。　She　glared　at　me；　her　jaw　
clenched　with　the　intensity　of　
her　focus。　I　shrank　back；　waiting　for　the　pain。　
Nothing　happened。　
Edward　was　by　my　side　again。　He　touched　Alice's　arm；　and　she　surrendered　me　to　
him。　
Aro　started　to　laugh。　〃Ha；　ha。　ha；〃　he　chuckled。　〃This　is　wonderful！〃　
Jane　hissed　in　frustration；　leaning　forward　like　she　was　preparing　to　spring。　
〃Don't　be　put　out；　dear　one；〃　Aro　said　in　a　forting　tone；　placing　a　powder
…light　hand　on　her　shoulder。　
〃She　confounds　us　all。〃　
Jane's　upper　lip　curled　back　ever　her　teeth　as　she　continued　to　glare　at　me。　
〃Ha；　ha；　ha；〃　Aro　chortled　again。　〃You're　very　brave；　Edward；　to　endure　in　
silence。　I　asked　Jane　to　do　
that　to　me　once—just　out　of　curiosity。〃　He　shook　his　head　in　admiration。　
Edward　glared；　disgusted。　
〃So　what　do　we　do　with　you　now？〃　Aro　sighed。　
Edward　and　Alice　stiffened。　This　was　the　part　they'd　been　waiting　for。　I　began　
to　tremble。　
〃I　don't　suppose　there's　any　chance　that　you've　changed　your　mind？〃　Aro　asked　
Edward　hopefully。　
〃Your　talent　would　be　an　excellent　addition　to　our　little　pany。〃　
Edward　hesitated。　From　the　corner　of　my　eye；　I　saw　both　Felix　and　Jane　
grimace。　
Edward　seemed　to　weigh　each　word　before　he　spoke　it。　〃I'd　rather　not。〃　
〃Alice？〃　Aro　asked；　still　hopeful。　〃Would　you　perhaps　be　interested　in　joining　
with　us？〃　
〃No；　thank　you；〃　Alice　said。　
〃And　you；　Bella？〃　Aro　raised　his　eyebrows。　
Edward　hissed；　low　in　my　ears。　I　stared　at　Aro　blankly。　Was　he　joking？　Or　was　
he　really　asking　me　if　I　
wanted　to　stay　for　dinner？　
It　was　the　white…haired　Caius　who　broke　the　silence。　
〃What？〃　he　demanded　of　Aro；　his　voice；　though　no　more　than　a　whisper；　was　
flat。　
〃Caius；　surely　you　see　the　potential；〃　Aro　chided　him　affectionately。　〃I　
haven't　seen　a　prospective　talent　
so　promising　since　we　found　Jane　and　Alec。　Can　you　imagine　the　possibilities　
when　she　is　one　of　us？〃　
Caius　looked　away　with　a　caustic　expression。　Jane's　eyes　sparked　with　
indignation　at　the　parison。　
Edward　fumed　beside　me。　I　could　hear　a　rumble　in　his　chest；　building　toward　a　
growl。　I　couldn't　let　his　
temper　get　him　hurt。　
〃No；　thank　you；〃　I　spoke　up　in　barely　more　than　a　whisper；　my　voice　breaking　
in　fright。　
Aro　sighed。　〃That's　unfortunate。　Such　a　waste。〃　
Edward　hissed。　〃Join　or　die；　is　that　it？　I　suspected　as　much　when　we　were　
brought　to　this　room。　So　
much　for　your　laws。〃　
The　tone　of　his　voice　surprised　me。　He　sounded　irate；　but　there　was　something　
deliberate　about　his　
delivery—as　if　he'd　chosen　his　words　with　great　care。　
〃Of　course　not。〃　Aro　blinked；　astonished。　〃We　were　already　convened　here；　
Edward；　awaiting　Heidi's　
return。　Not　for　you。〃　
〃Aro；〃　Caius　hissed。　〃The　law　claims　them。〃　
Edward　glared　at　Caius。　〃How　so？〃　he　demanded。　He　must　have　known　what　Caius　
was　thinking；　but　he　
seemed　determined　to　make　him　speak　it　aloud。　
Caius　pointed　a　skeletal　finger　at　me。　〃She　knows　too　much。　You　have　exposed　
our　secrets。〃　His　voice　
was　papery　thin；　just　like　his　skin。　
〃There　are　a　few　humans　in　on　your　charade　here；　as　well；〃　Edward　reminded　
him；　and　I　thought　of　the　
pretty　receptionist　below。　
Caius's　face　twisted　into　a　new　expression。　Was　it　supposed　to　be　a　smiled。　
〃Yes；〃　he　agreed。　〃But　when　they　are　no　longer　useful　to　us；　they　will　serve　
to　sustain　us。　That　is　not　your　
plan　for　this　one。　If　she　betrays　our　secrets；　are　you　prepared　to　destroy　
her？　I　think　not；〃　he　scoffed。　
〃I　wouldn't—；〃　I　began；　still　whispering。　Caius　silenced　me　with　an　icy　look。　
〃Nor　do　you　intend　to　make　her　one　of　us；〃　Caius　continued。　〃Therefore；　she　is　
a　vulnerability。　Though　it　
is　true；　for　this；　only　her　life　is　forfeit。　You　may　leave　if　you　wish。〃　
Edward　bared　his　teeth。　
〃That's　what　I　thought；〃　Caius　said；　with　something　akin　to　pleasure。　Felix　
leaned　forward；　eager。　
〃Unless〃　Aro　interrupted。　He　looked　unhappy　with　the　way　the　conversation　
had　gone。　〃Unless　you　do　
intend　to　give　her　immortality？〃　
Edward　pursed　his　lips；　hesitating　for　a　moment　before　he　answered。　〃And　if　I　
do？〃　
Aro　smiled；　happy　again。　〃Why；　then　you　would　be　free　to　go　home　and　give　my　
regards　to　my　friend　
Carlisle。〃　His　expression　turned　more　hesitant。　〃But　I'm　afraid　you　would　have　
to　mean　it。〃　
Aro　raised　his　hand　in　front　of　him。　
Caius；　who　had　begun　to　scowl　furiously；　relaxed。　
Edward's　lips　tightened　into　a　fierce　line。　He　stared　into　my　eyes；　and　I　
stared　back。　
〃Mean　it；〃　I　whispered。　〃Please。〃　
Was　it　really　such　a　loathsome　idea？　Would　he　rather　die　than　change　me？　I　
felt　like　I'd　been　kicked　in　
the　stomach。　
Edward　stared　down　at　me　with　a　tortured　expression。　
And　then　Alice　stepped　away　from　us；　forward　toward　Aro。　We　turned　to　watch　
her。　Her　hand　was　
raised　like　his。　
She　didn't　say　anything；　and　Aro　waved　off　his　anxious　guard　as　they　moved　to　
block　her　approach。　Aro　
met　her　halfway；　and　took　her　hand　with　an　eager；　acquisitive　glint　in　his　
eyes。　
He　bent　his　head　over　their　touching　hands；　his　eyes　closing　as　he　
concentrated。　Alice　was　motionless；　
her　face　blank。　I　heard　Edward's　teeth　snap　together。　
No　one　moved。　Aro　seemed　frozen　over　Alice's　hand。　The　seconds　passed　and　I　
grew　more　and　more　
stressed；　wondering　how　much　time　would　pass　before　it　was　too　much　time。　
Before　it　meant　something　
was　wrong—more　wrong　than　it　already　was。　
Another　agonizing　moment　passed；　and　then　Aro's　voice　broke　the　silence。　
〃Ha；　ha；　ha；〃　he　laughed；　his　head　still　bent　forward。　He　looked　up　slowly；　
his　eyes　bright　with　
excitement。　〃That　was　fascinating！〃　
Alice　smiled　dryly。　〃I'm　glad　you　enjoyed　it。〃　
〃To　see　the　things　you've　seen—especially　the　ones　that　haven't　happened　
yet！〃　He　shook　his　head　in　
wonder。　
〃But　that　will；〃　she　reminded　him；　voice　calm。　
〃Yes；　yes；　it's　quite　determined。　Certainly　there's　no　problem。〃　
Caius　looked　bitterly　disappointed—a　feeling　he　seemed　to　share　with　Felix　
and　Jane。　
〃Aro；〃　Caius　plained。　
〃Dear　Caius；〃　Aro　smiled。　〃Do　not　fret。　Think　of　the　possibilities！　They　do　
not　join　us　today；　but　we　can　
always　hope　for　the　future。　Imagine　the　joy　young　Alice　alone　would　bring　to　
our　little　household　
Besides；　I'm　so　terribly　curious　to　see　how　Bella　turns　out！〃　
Aro　seemed　convinced。　Did　he　not　realize　how　subjective　Alice's　visions　were。'　
That　she　could　make　up　
her　mind　to　transform　me　today；　and　then　change　it　tomorrow？　A　million　tiny　
decisions；　her　decisions　and　
so　many　others'；　too—Edward's—could　alter　her　path；　and　with　that；　the　
future。　
And　would　it　really　matter　that　Alice　was　willing；　would　it　make　any　
difference　if　I　did　bee　a　vampire；　
when　the　idea　was　so　repulsive　to　Edward？　If　death　was；　to　him；　a　better　
alternative　than　having　me　
around　forever；　an　immortal　annoyance？　Terrified　as　I　was；　I　felt　myself　
sinking　down　into　depression；　
drowning　in　it　
〃Then　we　are　free　to　go　now？〃　Edward　asked　in　an　even　voice。　
〃Yes；　yes；〃　Aro　said　pleasantly。　〃But　please　visit　again。　It's　been　absolutely　
enthralling！〃　
〃And　we　will　visit　you　as　well；〃　Caius　promised；　his　eyes　suddenly　half…closed　
like　the　heavy…lidded　gaze　
of　a　lizard。　〃To　be　sure　that　you　follow　through　on　your　side。　Were　I　you；　I　
would　not　delay　too　long。　We　
do　not　offer　second　chances。〃　
Edward's　jaw　clenched　tigh