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　cares　for　you　more　than　she　should。　She　is　afraid　of　losing　your　friendship。〃
　
　〃You　know　about　her　secrets；　and　Chase　knows；　I　can　see　it　in　his　eyes。　Everyone　knows　but　me。　She　tried　to　tell　me　tonight；。　but　she　couldn't。　She　shouldn't　worry　about　losing　my　friendship。　That　won't　happen。〃
　
　〃Richard；　she　is　a　wonderful　person；　but　she　is　not　the　one　for　you。　She　can't　be　that。〃
　
　〃Why？〃
　
　Zedd　plucked　something　off　his　sleeve　as　he　spoke；　avoiding　Richard's　eyes。　〃I　gave　my　word　I　would　allow　her　to　be　the　one　to　tell　you。　You　will　just　have　to　trust　me；　she　cannot　be　what　you　want。　Find　another　girl。　The　land　is　awash　with　them。　Why；　half　of　all　the　people　are　girls；　there　are　plenty　to　pick　from。　Pick　another。〃
　
　Richard　drew　his　knees　up；　folding　his　arms　across　them；　looking　away。　〃All　right。〃　Zedd　looked　up　in　surprise；　then　smiled　and　patted　his　young　friend's　back。
　
　〃All　right　on　one　condition；〃　Richard　added　as　he　scanned　the　boundary　woods。　〃You　answer　one　question；　honestly；　toasted　toads　honest。　If　you　can　answer　yes；　then　I　will　do　as　you　ask。〃
　
　〃One？　Only　one　question？〃　Zedd　asked　cautiously；　putting　a　bony　finger　to　his　thin　bottom　lip。　。
　
　〃One　question。〃
　
　Zedd　thought　about　it　a　minute。　〃Very　well。　One　question。〃
　
　Richard　turned　his　fierce　eyes　to　the　old　man。　〃Before　you　married　your　wife；　if　someone…tell　you　what；　let's　make　it　even　easier　for　you　to　say　yes…if　someone　you　trusted；　a　friend；　someone　you　loved　like　a　father；　if　that　person　had　e　to　you；　and　said　pick　another；　would　you　have　done　so？〃
　
　Zedd　looked　away　from　Richard's　eyes　and　took　a　deep　breath。　〃Bags。　You　would　think　by　now　I　would　have　learned　not　to　let　a　Seeker　ask　me　a　question。〃　He　picked　up　the　cheese　and　took　a　bite。
　
　〃I　thought　as　much。〃
　
　Zedd　threw　the　cheese　away　into　the　darkness。　〃That　doesn't　change　the　facts；　Richard！　It　will　not　work　between　you　two。　I'm　not　saying　this　to　hurt　you。　I　love　you　like　a　son。　If　I　could　change　the　way　the　world　works；　I　would。　I　wish　it　were　not　so；　for　your　sake；　but　there　is　no　way　for　it　to　work。　Kahlan　knows　it；　and　if　you　try；　you　will　only　hurt　her。　I　know　you　don't　want　that。〃
　
　Richard's　voice　was　calm；　quiet。　〃You　said　it　yourself。　I　am　the　Seeker。　There　is　a　way；　and　I　will　find　it。〃
　
　Zedd　shook　his　head　sadly。　〃I　wish　it　were　so；　my　boy；　but　it　is　not。〃
　
　〃Then　what　am　I　to　do？〃　Richard　asked　in　a　broken　whisper。
　
　His　old　friend　put　his　skinny　arms　around　him　and　hugged　him　close　in　the　darkness。　Richard　felt　numb。
　
　〃Just　be　her　friend；　Richard。　That's　what　she　needs。　But　you　can　be　nothing　more。〃
　
　Richard　nodded　in　Zedd's　arms。
　
　After　a　few　minutes　the　Seeker；　a　suspicious　look　in　his　eye；　pushed　away；　holding　the　wizard　at　arm's　length。
　
　〃What　is　it　you　came　out　here　for？〃　〃To　sit　with　a　friend。〃
　
　Richard　shook　his　head。　〃You　came　out　here　as　wizard；　away　from　the　others；　to　counsel　the　Seeker。　Now；　tell　me　why　you're　here。〃
　
　〃Very　well。　I　came　here　in　my　capacity　as　wizard；　to　tell　the　Seeker　he　almost　made　a　serious　mistake　today。〃
　
　Richard　took　his　hands　from　Zedd's　shoulders；　but　continued　to　hold　his　gaze。　〃I　know　that。　A　Seeker　cannot　put　himself　at　risk　when　by　so　doing　he　puts　everyone　else　at　risk。〃
　
　〃But　you　were　going　to　do　it　anyway；〃　Zedd　pressed。
　
　〃When　you　named　me　Seeker；　you　took　the　bad　with　the　good。　I'm　new　at　the　responsibilities　of　the　position。　It's　hard　for　me　to　see　a　friend　in　trouble　and　not　help。　I　know　I　can't　afford　that　luxury　anymore。　Consider　me　reprimanded。〃
　
　Zedd　smiled。　〃Well；　that　part　went　well。〃　He　sat　a　minute；　his　smile　faded。　〃But　Richard；　the　issue　is　bigger　than　just　what　happened　today。　You　must　understand　that；　as　Seeker；　you　may　cause　the　death　of　innocent　people。　In　order　to　succeed　in　stopping　Rahl　you　may　have　to　turn　away　from　those　who　might　be　saved　with　your　help。　A　soldier　knows　that　on　the　battlefield；　if　he　bends　to　help　a　downed　rade；　he　might　take　a　sword　in　the　back；　and　so；　if　he　is　to　win；　he　must　fight　on　despite　the　cries　for　help　from　his　fellows。　You　must　be　able　to　do　this　to　win；　it　may　be　the　only　way。　You　must　steel　yourself　to　it。　This　is　a　struggle　for　survival；　and　in　this　battle　the　ones　crying　for　help　probably　won't　be　soldiers；　but　innocents。　Darken　Rahl　will　kill　anyone　to　win。　Those　who　fight　on　his　side　will　do　the　same。　You　may　have　to　do　the　same。　Like　it　or　not；　the　aggressor　makes　the　rules。　You　must　play　by　them；　or　you　will　surely　die　by　them。〃
　
　〃How　could　anyone　fight　on　his　side？　Darken　Rahl　wants　to　dominate　everyone；　to　be　the　master　of　all。　How　could　they　fight　for　him？〃
　
　The　wizard　leaned　back　against　the　rock　and　looked　out　over　the　hills；　as　if　seeing　more　than　was　there。　His　tone　was　sorrowful。　〃Because；　Richard；　many　people　must　be　ruled　to　thrive。　In　their　selfishness　and　greed；　they　see　free　people　as　their　oppressors。　They　wish　to　have　a　leader　who　will　cut　the　taller　plants　so　the　sun　will　reach　them。　They　think　no　plant　should　be　allowed　to　grow　taller　than　the　shortest；　and　in　that　way　give　light　to　all。　They　would　rather　be　provided　a　guiding　light；　regardless　of　the　fuel；　than　light　a　candle　themselves。
　
　〃Some　of　them　think　that　when　RAI　wins；　he　will　smile　on　them；　and　they　will　be　rewarded；　and　so　they　are　as　ruthless　as　he　to　gain　his　favor。　Some　are　simply　blind　to　the　truth　and　fight　for　the　lies；　they　hear。　And　some　find；　once　that　guiding　light　is　lit；　that　they　are　wearing　chains；　and　then　it　is　too　late。〃　Zedd　smoothed　his　sleeves　down　his　arms　as　he　sighed。　〃There　have　always　been　wars；　Richard。　Every　war　is　a　murderous　struggle　between　foes。　And　yet；　no　army　has　ever　marched　into　battle　thinking　that　the　Creator　had　sided　with　their　enemy。〃
　
　Richard　shook　his　head。　〃It　doesn't　make　sense。〃
　
　〃I　am　quite　sure　that　Rahl's　followers　think　we　are　bloodthirsty　monsters；　capable　of　anything。　They　will　have　been　told　endless　tales　of　their　enemy's　ruthless　brutality。　I'm　sure　none　of　them　know　much　about　Darken　Rahl　except　what　they　have　been　told　by　Darken　Rahl。〃　The　wizard　frowned；　his　intelligent　eyes　sharp。　〃It　may　be　a　perversion　of　logic；　but　that　makes　it　no　less　threatening；　or　deadly。　Rahl's　followers　need　only　to　crush　us；　they　don't　have　to　understand　anything　else。　But　for　you　to　win；　against　a　stronger　foe；　you　must　use　your　head。〃
　
　Richard　ran　his　fingers　through　his　hair。　〃That　leaves　me　stuck　in　an　awfully　tight　crack。　I　may　have　to　let　innocent　people　die；　yet　I　can't　kill　Darken　Rahl。〃
　
　Zedd　gave　him　a　meaningful　look。　〃No。　I　never　said　you　couldn't　kill　Darken　Rahl；　I　said　you　couldn't　use　the　sword　to　kill　him。〃
　
　Richard　looked　intently　over　at　his　old　friend；　the　moonlight　dim　on　the　other's　angular　face。　Sparks　of　thought　lit　in　the　darkness　of　his　mood。
　
　〃Zedd；〃　he　asked　quietly；　〃have　；you　had　to　do　that？　Have　you　had　to　let　innocent　people　die？〃
　
　Zedd's　face　turned　hard；　and　pensive。　〃In　the　last　war；　and　again　now；　as　we　speak。　Kahlan　told　me　Rahl　kills　people　to　get　my　name。　No　one　can　give　it；　but　he　continues　to　kill　in　the　hope　someone　will　finally　offer　it。　I　could　turn　myself　over　to　him　to　stop　the　killing；　but　then　I　wouldn't　be　able　to　help　defeat　him；　and　many　more　would　die。　It's　a　painful　choice；　let　a　few　die　horribly；　or　let　even　more　die　horribly。〃
　
　〃I'm　sorry；　my　friend。〃　Richard　wrapped　his　cloak　tighter　about　himself；　chilled　from　without　and　from　within。　He　looked　back　out　over　the　still　landscape；　then　back　at　Zedd。　〃I　met　the　night　wisp；　Shar；　before　she　died。　She　gave　her　life　to　get　Kahlan　here；　so　others　might　live。　Kahlan　also　bears　the　burden　of　letting　others　die。〃
　
　〃She　does；〃　Zedd　said　softly。　〃It　makes　my　heart　ache　to　know　the　things　that　girl's　eyes　have　seen。　And　the　things　your　eyes　may　have　to　see。〃
　
　〃Makes　my　problem　about　the　two　of　us　seem　pretty　small。〃
　
　Zedd's　expression　was　gentle　with　passion。　〃But　not　hurt　any　less。〃
　
　Richard　made　another　scan　of　the　countryside。　〃Zedd；　one　more　thing。　Before　we　reached　your　house；　I　offered　Kahlan　an　apple。〃　'
　
　Zedd　gave　a　surprised　laugh。　〃You　offered　a　red　fruit　to　someone　from　the　Midlands？　That's　tantamount　to　a　death　threat；　my　boy。　In　the　Midlands；　red　fruit　of　any　kind　is　deadly　poison。〃
　
　〃Yes；　I　know　that　now；　but　I　didn't　at　the　time。〃
　
　Zedd　leaned　over；　lifting　an　eyebrow。　〃What　did　she　say？〃
　
　Richard　looked　at　him　sideways。　〃It　isn't　what　she　said；　it's　what　she　did。　She　grabbed　me　by　the　throat。　For　a　moment；　I　could　see　in　her　eyes　that　she　was　going　to　kill　me。　I　don't　know　how　she　was　going　to　kill　me；　but　I'm　sure　she　was　going　to　do　it。　She　hesitated　long　enough　for　me　to　explain。　The　point　is；　she　was　my　friend；　and　she　had　saved　my　life　several　times；　but　in　that　instant　she　was　going　to　kill　me。〃　Richard　paused。　〃That's　part　of　what　you　are　saying；　isn't　it？〃
　
　Zedd　let　out　a　long　breath　and　nodded。　〃It　is。　Richard；　if　you　suspected　I　was　a　traitor；　weren't　sure；　just　suspected；　and　you　knew　that　if　it　were　true；　our　cause　would　be　lost；　would　you　be　able　to　kill　me？　If　you　had　no　time　or　way　to　find　the　truth；　only　the　strong　belief　I　was　a　traitor；　and　only　you　knew；　could　you　kill　me　on　the　spot？　Could　you　e　at　me；　your　old　friend；　with　lethal　intent？　With　enough　violence　to　see　the　job　done？〃
　
　Zedd's　stare　burned　into　him。　Richard　was　stunned。　〃I　。　。　。　I　don't　know。〃　〃Well；　you　had　better　know　that　you　could；　or　you　have　no　business　going　after　Rahl。　You　won't　have　the　resolve　to　live；　to　win。　You　may　be　called　upon　to　make　a　life…and…death　decision　instantly。　Kahlan　knows　this；　she　knows　the　consequences　if　she　fails。　She　has　the　resolve。〃
　
　〃She　hesitated；　though。　From　what　you're　saying；　she　made　a　mistake。　I　could　have　overpowered　her。　She　should　have　killed　me　before　I　had　a　chance　to。〃　Richard　frowned。　〃And　she　would　have　been　wrong。〃
　
　Zedd　shook　his　head　slowly。　〃Don't　flatter　yourself；　Richard。　She　had　her　hand　on　you。　Anything　you　would　have　done　wouldn't　have　been　quick　enough。　All　it　would　have　taken　is　a　thought　on　her　part。　She　was　in　control　and　could　afford　to　give　you　the　chance　to　explain。　She　made　no　mistake。〃
　
　A　little　shaken；　Richard　still　wasn't　ready　to　concede　the　issue。　〃But　you　wouldn't；　you　couldn't　be　a　traitor　to　us；　just　as　I　would　never　hurt　her。　I　don't　see　the　point。〃
　
　〃The　point　is；　even　though　I　wouldn't；　if　I　did；　you　have　to　be　prepared　to　act。　You　have　to　have　the　strength　to　do　even　that；　if　necessary。　The　point　is　that　even　though　Kahlan　knew　you　were　her　friend；　and　wouldn't　hurt　her；　when　she　thought　you　were　trying　to；　she　was　prepared　to　act。　If　you　hadn't　quickly　made　her　believe　you；　she　would　have。〃
　
　Richard　sat　in　silence　for　a　moment；　watching　his　friend。　〃Zedd；　if　it　were　the　other　way　around；　if　you　thought　I　was　a　danger　to　our　cause；　well；　you　know；　could　you　。　。　。　？〃
　
　The　wizard　leaned　back；　frowning；　and　without　a　hint　of　emotion　in　his　voice；　said；　〃In　a　twinkling。〃
　
　The　answer　appalled　Richard；　but　he　understood　what　his　friend　was　telling　him；　even　if　the…whole　idea　seemed　farfetched；　anything　less　than　total　mitment　could　spell　their　failure。　If　they　faltered；　Rahl　would　not　be　merciful。　They　would　die。　It　was　that　simple。
　
　〃Still　want　to　be　Seeker？〃　Zedd　asked。
　
　Richard　stared　out　at　nothing。　〃Yes。〃
　
　〃Scared？〃
　
　〃To　the　bone。〃
　
　Zedd　patted　his　knee。　〃Good。　Me　too。　I　would　worry　only　if　you　were　not。〃　The　Seeker　gave　the　wizard　an　icy　glare。　〃I　intend　to　make　Darken　Rahl　afraid　too。〃
　
　Zedd　smiled　and　nodded。　〃You　are　going　to　make　a　good　Seeker；　my　boy。　Have　faith。〃
　
　Richard　gave　a　mental　shudder　at　the　thought　of　Kahlan　killing　him　just　for　offering　her　an　apple。　He　frowned。　〃Zedd？　Why　are　all　red　fruits　in　the　Midlands　deadly　poison？　It　isn't　natural。〃
　
　The　wizard　gave　a　sorrowful　shake　of　his　head。　〃Because；　Richard；　children　like　red　fruit。〃
　
　Richard's　frown　deepened。　〃That　doesn't　make　any　sense。〃
　
　Zedd　looked　down；　pushing　a　bony　finger　at　the　dirt　for　a　moment。　〃It　was　about　this　time　of　year；　in　the　last　war。　The　harvests　were　in。　I　had　found　a　constructed　magic。　That's　a　magic　made　by　wizards　of　long　ago。　Something　like　the　boxes　of　Orden。　It　was　a　poison　magic；　specific　to　color；　and　only　able　to　cast　one　spell；　one　time。　I　wasn't　sure　how　it　was　used；　but　I　knew　it　was　dangerous。〃　Zedd　took　a　deep　breath　and　put　his　hands　in　his　lap。　〃Anyway；　Panis　Rahl　got　his　hands　on　it；　and　figured　out　how　to　make　it　work。　He　knew　children　loved　fruit；　and　wanted　to　strike　a　blow　at　our　hearts。　He　used　the　magic　to　poison　all　red　fruit。　It's　a　little　like　the　poison　of　the　snake　vine。　Slow　at　first。　It　took　time　for　us　to　realize　what　caused　the　fever；　and　death。　Panis　Rahl　deliberately　chose　something　he　could　be　sure　children；　not　just　the　adults；　would　eat。〃　His　voice　was　barely　audible　as　he　looked　out　into　the　darkness。　〃A　lot　of　people　died。　A　lot　of　children。〃
　
　Richard's　。　eyes　were　wide。　〃If　you　found　it；　how　did　he　get　hold　of　it？〃
　
　Zedd　looked　into　Richard's　eyes　with　an　expression　that　could　have　frozen　a　summer　day。　〃I　had　a　student；　a　young　man　I　was　training。　One　day　I　chanced　upon　him　tinkering　with　something　he　shouldn't　have　been。　I　had　an　odd　doubt　about　him。　I　knew　something　was　wrong；　but　I　was　very　fond　of　him　and　so　I　didn't　act　upon　my　suspicion。　Instead；　I　decided　to　think　on　it　for　the　night。　The　next　morning；　he　was　gone；　and　so　was　the　constructed　magic　I　had　found。　He　had　been　a　spy　for　Panis　Rahl。　If　I　had　acted　when　I　should　have；　and　killed　him；　all　those　people；　all　those　children；　wouldn't　have　died。〃
　
　Richard　swallowed。　〃Zedd；　you　couldn't　have　known。〃　He　thought　that　maybe　the　old　man　was　going　to　yell；　or　cry；　or　storm　off；　but　instead　he　only　shrugged。　〃Learn　from　my　mistake；　Richard。　If　you　do；　then　all　those　lives　won't　have　been　lost　for　nothing。　Maybe　their　story　can　be　a　lesson　that　will　help　save　everyone　from　what　Darken　Rahl　will　do　if　he　wins。〃
　
　Richard　rubbed　his　arms；　trying　to　work　a　bit　of　warmth　back　into　them。　〃Why　isn't　the　red　fruit　in　Westland　poison？〃
　
　〃All　magic　has　limits。　This　had　a　limit　of　distance　from　where　it　was　used。　It　stretched　as　far　as　where　the　boundary　between　Westland　and　the　Midlands　went　up。　The　boundary　couldn't　be　put　up　where　any　of　the　poison　spell　was；　or　Westland　would　have　had　magic　in　it。〃
　
　Richard　sat　in　the　dark；　cold　silence　and　thought　for　a　time。　At　last　he　asked；　〃Is　there　any　way　to　get　rid　of　it？　To　make　the　red　fruit　no　longer　poison？〃
　
　Zedd　smiled。　Richard　thought　it　an　odd　thing　to　do；　but　he　was　glad　to　see　it：　〃Thinking　like　a　wizard；　my　boy。　Thinking　how　to　undo　magic。〃　He　frowned　in　thought　as　he　looked　out　into　the　night　again。　〃There　might　be　a　way　to　remove　the　spell。　I　would　have　to　study　it　and　see　what　I　could　do。　If　we　can　defeat　Darken　Rahl；　I　intend　to　put　my　mind　to　the　task。〃
　
　〃Good。〃　Richard　tugged　his　cloak　tighter。　〃Everyone　should　be　able　to　eat　an　apple　when　they　want。　Especially　children。〃　He　looked　over　at　the　old　man。　〃Zedd；　I　promise　I　will　remember　your　lesson。　I　won't　let　you　down。　I　won't　let　all